[Enter blog side note statement AGAIN: I'm going to keep justifying the unorganized look of these posts until I figure out what I am doing wrong. Does anyone have pity for me and want to please tell me why the spacing is so ridiculous even after I change it? Why is this so difficult? Why? Why?]
My inaugural month at DBU was trying, as trying as trying gets for an eighteen year old. I had fallen in love with my nephews and niece throughout high school and was certain they would never remember me as I left them behind. I still frequently remind my nephew, now a ten-year-old who is getting too cool for auntie hugs and kisses, that he was my high school sweetheart. And I mean that--no boyfriends, all Gage! Anyway, I was definitely the girl that missed her parents also, though in college you act like you're cool and "loving" the new freedom.
I'm always shocked, amazed, astonished, and perplexed at how the Lord knows just what we need at just the right moment. The key to that is realizing that what He knows we need and what we think we need are often two very different things. (I'm still working on that "key" part.) However, when I moved into B1, He gave what He knew I needed and what I didn't know I needed then, and for the rest of my life. These ladies changed my idea of Jesus and cured my homesickness. We bonded like someone had poured Elmer's down our hallway. This time it wasn't Elmer's in its tangible form; it was the Elmer's that comes from the heart of Christ.
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Week 5
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Do you ever wonder what some people are thinking?
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Traveling down the highway with my husband behind me in a Uhaul, I had no idea what the future held. The faucet of rain pouring on the windshield and the tears streaming down my face were symbolic of the anxiousness that resonated in my heart. I was a new wife, not having a clue how to be that. I would be entering the city limits of my new home in a new state with a new job. I had left behind my roommate and the greatest friend that I had known. Though I was certain that it was supposed to be an exciting, joy-filled time, and there was indeed a tinge of excitement as a newly wed, it was the concept of change that had been my nemesis from as far back as my mind could go. I had two weeks to unpack my home before I had to move to unloading and setting up my classroom. After unloading boxes and adding them to the already-furnished rooms, I only had a designated walking path to get through the 800 square foot apartment. The two weeks flew by as I unloaded new dishes, new pans, new sheets, and all of the paraphernalia that a new wife registers for, not at all certain that it will ever be used. Then I began the same process in my classroom. It's one thing to graduate from college and begin a teaching job with the state educational standards that you had based your career upon, but it's a whole new ball game to move to a new state and try to work through swamp of new standards while trying to just keep your head above water with everything else that is new. I'll never forget my first day to see my classroom. It's not because the room was anything special because it wasn't. It's just that I walked in to get my key only to be escorted by my principal to meet the coworker that he was certain I would "connect" with. At this point in my somewhat bitterness to the new-ness that surrounded me, making a connection was not a top priority. I just had too many other things to consider. He introduced me to Natalie, a young, cute, and peppy teacher that, I can now jokingly say that I was certain that she was too adorable and cool to be my friend. Little did I know that the Lord had other plans. You know, the plans He makes to prosper us and not to harm us but to give us a hope and a future. It was her second year at that school, and she willingly answered the never-ending questions that began and ended every conversation for the next couple of weeks. We clicked, and we did it quickly. That school year, filled with frustrations and the idea that "this career is not for me," was what I needed more than anything. I needed it so that I could look back and say that even in the midst of what was the worst teaching year of my life, the Lord was sweet and gracious enough to provide a friend, a shoulder to lean on and vent to, a running partner, and a piece of quickly-developed familiarity that would help ease the perpetual list of newness. Natalie has told me multiple times, in her sweet and humble manner, how much she needed my friendship. I always laugh at this, knowing I needed her so much more. The best part is that neither one of us knew it at the time. We were kindred spirits.
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This is pretty much my life, correcting the mishaps that texting has caused.
0 comments Posted by Lilies of the Field at 8:01 AMEverything you need to know, you learn in a small town.
0 comments Posted by Lilies of the Field at 7:15 PMThat's probably not true, and by probably, I mean not at all. However, there are some things you can learn from them. We'll get to that in a second. For right now, I have to give you some background.
- You haven't heard of it? Shocking! It is the "Leather Goods Center of the Southwest" -- Nocona Boots and Nokona Athletic Goods. (Justification: Nokona baseball gloves are famous.)
- Within it, there lives 2500 people on a good day. (Justification: However, this does not include the "lake" people, so it might be a bit bigger. When I was in high school and couldn't "own" its smallness, then I would say that.)
- There's no Wal-mart, but there is an Ace Hardware.
- Two red lights. Yep. Just two.
- 16 people in my graduating class. (Interesting fact: we were known as the big, unruly class. Why, you ask? Well, there had been classes with TWO, count 'em TWO students.)
- There's no McDonalds, but there is a DQ. (Justification: It was the #1 DQ in Texas at one time. It's Texas' stop sign, and I think my hometown is why!)
- The nearest mall: 45 minutes. It's a tragedy.
- You can use your visit to get your two-month-old inspection done. When you do, the lady will take about 3.2 minutes, and it will only cost $14. Then when you act shocked at how quickly it went (you know in the city this would have taken a minimum of 12 hours), she says this in a straight-up redneck voice: "It's Friday night quittin' time, so we don't mess around." I have nothing against her or her country-ness, after all it's my neck of the woods; it was just funny! Dang I wish I had a pic.
- At the most precious niece's and nephew's baseball games, you think you see the whole town. At least the classy ones, like the guy with the mullet or the guy, and by guy I mean grown man, without his shirt on strutting around like he's all that (you also learn to say things like that).
- At said baseball games, an announcement is made that goes something like this, again with the accent: There's a white F-250 with two saw horses blocking someone in.
- Wearing your boots tucked in your pants as a grown man is cool.
- It's okay to park in the middle of the street and partake in conversation or just literally park there. After all, there are plenty of people that will go around you because it's apparently a new traffic law that makes this okay.
- Wearing rhinestones in every location and according to any unthinkable design is a new fashion trend.
- Wearing denim from head to toe is also apart of this fashion trend.
- Having kids as quickly after you are married as possible is the thing to do.
- Big trucks=manliness
- A clean car soon becomes a dirty car. The concrete is so much less plentiful.
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I heart cooking (aka opening cans and packages and adding some spices).
1 comments Posted by Lilies of the Field at 12:33 PMThere will be no recipe posting this week, unless I come up with a really good way to make beans and rice. We want to Be the Message.
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Labels: I heart cooking.
When you mix a two year old, a Mac, and an aunt and uncle looking for entertainment...
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when you move into an apartment complex where the left side forces kids to go to the district in which you are employed, and the right side forces them to go to the next town over. In your naivete, you choose the left side. Why? Well, you're attracted to the idea of being close to the clubhouse, which probably means less of a building view and more of a "homey" view.
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